- Apr 06 Fri 2018 23:35
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新家
- Apr 01 Sun 2018 01:40
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工作場合
今天突然想到，在職場上究竟是價值觀相近的人多比較好，還是同事們除了專業之外沒甚麼共同點比較好呢？
我傾向後者，畢竟如果大家上班下班想的事情都差不多，也太可怕了。
雖然沒看Unnatural，不過主題曲實在是蠻好聽的。
基於之前才讀了Iris Marion Young 的文章("House and Home")，我還在猶豫是不是以後都盡量買iTunes的音樂？CD就免了？
畢竟包裝也不是重點。不過Young主張，女人在家維護「家的文物」是有價值的。
- Mar 27 Tue 2018 22:12
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當一個學生的義務
最近又認真地想了這個問題。看見同樣學科的同學那樣投身社會運動，打從心底佩服與尊敬。
正好又不知道哪根筋起了動念，讀了Iris Marion Young，以前大學時念只是點頭同意，現在念起來，覺得人生觀瞬間被挑戰了。
說真的就只是一個碩士論文，就算被放到大學的圖書館，應該也沒什麼人念吧！到底是有多臭美才會覺得自己的論文會有什麼重要性？
但臭美也好，我認為，文科生的碩士論文是有其社會義務的。
至少，當我現在給它賦予了這樣的義務，我自己的這本論文就有了這樣義務。那是我自己定的。
- Mar 20 Tue 2018 21:45
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電話
恩，H 說有事情要跟我說，要打給我，是什麼事呢？
不外乎就是腳踏車的事吧，不然就是一些細碎的交代事項。
應該吧、應該。
如果有其他什麼事情，我......
唉呀，以H 來講，說什麼都有可能吧。況且我每一次的這種莫名想像都落空，這次也是如此吧。
- Mar 20 Tue 2018 10:48
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濕氣真重
- Mar 19 Mon 2018 21:40
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日記
寫公開的日記也是有用的；況且世界上真的在乎我日記的人寥寥無幾公開了根本沒差。
讀了W的日記，非常非常可以同理。某種程度上滿羨慕這樣感受力深的人，雖然她不幸的是對痛苦的感受力深。可這樣的話，生活就不無趣了吧。
不過活著到底有什麼意義？－她的文字使我不知道第幾次地這樣問自己。我的原初世界觀跟她是在同一邊的吧；痛苦比快樂多太多。
即使很多人會認為我過得比她幸福，但我猜測我們差不多痛苦。我也許好一些吧，因為我有酒呀咖啡呀這些。
- Mar 19 Mon 2018 20:44
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ah, life
feel like a complete failure today, like the work I have done in the past few months is absolutely worthless.
Perhaps even my work since high school has been useless--considering how no one has actually complimented any of it to this day.
Anyway, I don't need my whole life to be reaffirmed. But I need, at the very least, a simple reason to go on... on my own.
Life is simply not worth living if, after all the people in my life are taken away, I find nothing worthy of my time; that is, I need a reason that is in myself that makes life worthy.
- Mar 12 Mon 2018 22:26
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don't give up don't give up don't give up
Back from Parmenides discussion group. Not really a discussion; feel like no one is really listening to anyone.
Feel like I said something stupid.
That's not the point.
The point is, I'm not sure if I want to do this. Or rather, I'm so tired of all of this already.
For one, it's a completely and utterly selfish activity. This has been my motivation and reason for doing this in the past, but I've come to doub this.
- Mar 08 Thu 2018 00:07
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腳踏車。。。。。。真無聊
今日想死。
為了成績、為了不存在的熱忱、為了你說的光碟、為了失落感、為了莫名其妙、為了貓躲起來......
為了C說的內心疲乏與我的共感、為了有時覺得C挺可愛尤其鼻子......
為了H的腳踏車。
- Feb 10 Sat 2018 22:58
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信
- Feb 04 Sun 2018 00:56
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Thank you Randy
Thank you, Randy.
Felt much better about life after stalking you.
Reminded me of some high school memories. Like the time Jiayu and I were playing with tape in history class, when Ms. W was playing some film and you glancing towards us. Also, the time when Glauk cried in French class. And Miles saying that my whiteout was "too high tech" in Chemistry.
--good times and bad times indeed.
Wonder what life would be like if I stayed in Toronto, or in Canada.