色彩中的僵局

寫公開的日記也是有用的；況且世界上真的在乎我日記的人寥寥無幾公開了根本沒差。

feel like a complete failure today, like the work I have done in the past few months is absolutely worthless. 
Perhaps even my work since high school has been useless--considering how no one has actually complimented any of it to this day.

你今天搬入新家了。

已經準備好會寂寞好一陣子了。

Back from Parmenides discussion group. Not really a discussion; feel like no one is really listening to anyone. 

Feel like I said something stupid.

今日想死。

為了成績、為了不存在的熱忱、為了你說的光碟、為了失落感、為了莫名其妙、為了貓躲起來......